"Hi, are you Malcolm?"

Here I am as a senior, studying. My knee is in a brace. It's still sore, but has made some great progress.

I was off campus yesterday, by myself. I had stopped to get some lunch. People laugh at me because I like a cup of coffee before my meal (when I'm out). Anyway, I'm sitting there in the busy sub-shop, drinking my coffee and up to my table comes someone I've never met or seen that I know of. She asks me, "are you Malcolm?" I said, "Yes, I'm Malcolm Ludwig."

She then asked if she could sit down. I just kinda smirked and said, "sure." She told how sorry she felt for me because of my injury. I just kinda shrugged. Her dad follows the team and according to her, he says I'd go pro if I just applied myself.

We sat and talked for about 45 minutes. I never ate. It was weird because I felt nervous eating in front of her.

Wendy, is sweet, and I appreciated her comments. We actually had a very nice conversation.

As a Junior, I'm Finished

One play. One painful play. I drop back, there's a blitz and I step into my throw. The next thing I know there's a pain in my knee that immediately brings me to the ground in agony.

I layed there clinging to my knee with both hands, it was throbbing in pain. I hear this voice, "Playing days are over, Ludwig...playing days are over." #55 Bobby Mclaughlin is hovering over me, then laughs out loud, crashes his chest into his teamate in celebration and runs off the field.

The doctor says if I want to play football again, it's going to be at least 2 years. Not only could we never beat Clemson when I was QB, but that team that haunted me in my 3 years of playing time, has all but sealed my playing career.

The Fountain Runs Dry

When we went 3-0, and I hadn't thrown a single interception, and we defeated number 20 ranked SC, people started to create a buzz about the possibilities. That quickly ended as our next two showings brought us 2 losses to Terps and Duke.

Worst of all, we lost Tim Fountain, our star running back for 10 weeks. Tim is a great guy and will be back, but we immediately felt the loss of his presence on the field. His elusiveness and ability to create plays from nothing really is remarkable. If Tim stays healthy, we'll all be watching him on Sunday. He's just that good.

Now, with 2 losses in a row, we look to Clemson. It can easily be said that this game is all on me. I'll take that responsibility. "It's time to step up, Malcolm."

Freshman No More

My first season with the Virginia Cavaliers is over, and it's been a very long and difficult one. I finished with more (many more) interceptions than touchdowns, and the overall consensus, and it's the truth, is that this team can get to the redzone, but simply can't put points on the board. While I didn't play every game this season, I was responsible for many of those unproductive times in the redzone. There were several times where I forced the ball and paid for it in not only an interception, but in points.

Coach still is behind me, and even told the press, after our loss to V-Tech, that I am still the team's QB, and not only that, but that he feels I will lead them to a national championship. That's huge.

Today was a long day...I'm tired. The season is over. I'm still confident. Having Coach behind me helps a lot.

Until next season...

UConn do it!

Never would I have thought that in my freshman year, I'd be starting as QB here at Virginia, but after a week of solid practice, coach gave me the go ahead. My performance wasn't great, but as a team, we got the job done. I threw 2 interceptions and 1 touchdown that gave us the lead. Our defense didn't let UConn score again and I got my first win as a starter.

I'm excited and hopefully I can get the offense in a better rhythm and do without the mistakes.

Progressing

Things are picking up. We are already 2 games into the season and practice has proven to be a high determining factor in where Coach Groh is heading with the QB decision. I'm now a 2nd string quarterback for the Vriginia Cavaliers. I'd probably get laughs if I announced how proud I was about that. What's crazy is that at any given time, coach might give me the nod, and that's a pretty anxious feeling.

I do know this. I have a lot of people to thank in getting me to this position. One of them was the best wide receiver to ever play ball at Cranston West High School. I gave Jimmy a call yesterday and told him how grateful I was for his friendship. He's working over at his dad's service center and will most likely take the place over one day. I look forward to seeing him during the break.

3 Months Later

Virginia is beautiful. It was tough coming this far south, but I feel like I've been welcomed like family. This is like another football planet, the competition is heightened.

After 2 weeks of practice, I have moved to 3rd string QB. I feel comfortable with this team, and my confidence is rising. Whether or not I make first string is up to me being able to show the coaches I have what it takes, and then it's up to them to go with it.